Day 719--Cold Again

Three-days until the Marathon and I feel awful. I wish I had kept this blog last year, so I could see if I felt awful before the GO last year. I did get the confirmation of my bib number yesterday (1155), which seems like a familiar number. I wish I could remember what my number was last year. I wonder if it is possible that I would have the same number again. It has been such a stressful week at work and I was really looking forward to the Marathon, but now I feel like there are so many factors coming against me. My dad's birthday is on Sunday too, which my dad normally tells everyone that he does not like celebrating his birthday, but now my mom and my sister seem to keep pushing doing something for his birthday. I feel like I am screaming against the wind or throwing rocks at the ocean or everyone else is taking crazy pills.