Day 3,540 —Every Day is a Struggle—

I felt like I had finally found some peace yesterday, but today I am back feeling like everything is a task, and I can barely differentiate the things I want to do from the things I have to do.

         Running felt inevitable when I was outside. All I could think about was why there have been so many rainy days in a row and why I have to be sick right now when I should be able to enjoy myself. And then, why am I letting not feeling well distract me?

         My daughter told me to play the album with the tattoos, and it took me a while to understand what she meant, but I like seeing her musical taste progress. She is the only toddler I know who insists on listening to records.