Day 3,617 —Not Today—

 It was probably when I was driving to Sweetart with my daughter yesterday that I realized I was not going to be running a 50-mile training run at Lone Elk Park.The rain and hail were the last things that changed my mind, but I probably had enough other reasons to hold off. I feel sick, my hands still have open wounds, and I have had very little sleep this week.

I don’t know if I made the right decision because I don’t know when I can do a long training run now. I was hoping to do this night's training run so badly, so I am going to have to process things. I still hope to do a version of this if not the same one, sometime soon. 

However, I know I need to feel better, so I am going to focus on that for the next couple of days, as well as cleaning. I wish things had worked out differently.