Day 4,085—Getting used to the Heat—

 

         I had been meaning to meditate all day yesterday, but I didn’t, so today during my run I found one of the spots I used to use and sat down today after starting my timer for 10 minutes. It is always amazing to me how slow time seems to go by, and then just as suddenly I get lost thinking about nothing, and it is over, and I think, “That wasn’t so hard.”

         I cannot say I felt amazing afterward, but it felt good to embrace the routine. Next, I went over to the trail in Blackburn Park and ran the same short trail over and over again. It has a lot of hills and turns, which makes it challenging, so I tried not to think about exactly which way I was going but just kept trying to go different ways.

         I leave for an education conference on Sunday, and I am dreading leaving. I wish I could turn back time and not sign up. My entire reason for going seems fatuous now. 

I have noticed that I have been getting more views on my blog, and some individuals seem to be going through old posts. I don’t see a lot of logic in the pages that get viewed, which makes me wonder if I should organize my posts in different ways. Writing every day makes it easy to group entries by holidays or seasons, but I have never done anything like that.