Day 3,564 —Still not feeling Great but why? —

I am not coughing as much but I cannot hear normally. I wanted to go back out and do more than a mile, but I don’t know if it is going to happen anymore. I want to get back to a normal routine. It is my own fault that I have been out of sync, but I guess when I am sick and don’t have to follow a certain time for work, I get more of an opportunity to be impulsive. I need to get back to stretching, meditating, and reading. It is so easy to break these habits. I think my main reason was because I could. I had the option, which just makes me think.