Day 3,462—Shaved Today—

I continued my desire to run slow at a low heart rate and succeeded for the most part, I did feel myself starting to get going for a moment, but then I started thinking about my complicated relationship with shaving. 

When I try to shave, I always miss a small spot of hair. It makes me avoid mirrors. You'd think that shaving more would help, but I keep missing spots. I'm starting to give up. Why bother at all? I was in this stage, but eventually I got tired of having a beard. It's like wearing a necklace and forgetting it's on, only to realize you hate it and it's dirty I cannot believe people saw me out in this.