Day 3,811 —Complaining—

Thoughts while running with my weighted vest: I am so sick of portions of my life being consumed by my phone. Yesterday, I had to return my current phone and buy a new phone and it was such an unnecessarily amount of time being spent on things that don’t matter at all. Should I get this model or that model? Should I buy this color or the one with this much memory? 

And, I wish none of it mattered to me and I was not materialistic at all but I care but I wish I didn’t and I both understand and am mad at myself for caring.